Natal Mercury Retrograde
You see the world differently, usually through your mind. You have insecurities about what others think about you. You might have felt that your opinions are too bold or were afraid of rejection growing up. You might even overanalyze everything others say/do, sometimes misinterpreting them. This can also be true as vice versa, where you are misunderstood by others. Your early experiences may have been hazy yet vivid.
Natal Venus Retrograde
Your ability to express compassion and love were limited in your childhood. You might have felt unworthy of love or luxury in some way, this could easily be the opposite case too, where you felt entitled or greedy about money and favors. You might have problems in estimating your own worth and so, also that of others.
Natal Mars Retrograde
You might be confrontational or meet people who are always out for a fight. You might even feel uneasy while expressing your opinions in tense situations, or you might avoid being in conflicting places altogether. You might have troubles starting new endeavors, usually due to lack of self-confidence. You might even sabotage opportunities due to fear of “being not good enough”.
Natal Jupiter Retrograde
Your faith in the divine and yourself always seem to be under test. You might have felt unsupported during your younger years, especially on a spiritual level, you might have felt that you were always enduring bad luck. Some of those early experiences also tested your commitment to your goals and what you felt was your life purpose.
Natal Saturn Retrograde
This placement can be scary at first, especially since the lessons are harsher than the direct placement. You might have endured some gruesome experiences ever since your childhood, which could have forced you to become wiser and more mature. Your patience and endurance could have been tested to their limits. Everything felt like one up-hill battle after another.
Natal Uranus Retrograde
Your biggest fear might be that of being stuck in a repetitive phase in life. You might have had childhood experiences where you felt trapped or restricted by traditions or other familial/social expectations. You might have lacked encouragement to express your individuality. But as you grew into your adulthood, you might have realized how being trapped in certain mindsets are not serving you anymore.
Natal Neptune Retrograde
You could have been unbalanced spiritually where you might have felt like you couldn’t access your deeper subconscious. You might have also neglected parts of yourself or felt neglected by others during your childhood no matter how subtle it was, since in your early 20s and onwards, you might have realized how you have so much more to learn about yourself. You might even feel compelled to dive into spirituality, religion, or philosophy in search of answers to a feeling of emptiness.
Natal Pluto Retrograde
You might feel constantly attacked or have fears of being exposed. You might have experienced obsessive/possessive behaviors from others which might have made you feel unsafe. You might not be comfortable tapping into your subconscious, especially from fear of facing bad/difficult memories. You might even have traumas that seem too big to even confront on an emotional level.
⭐ More Transits & other Astrology Posts (Master Lists) 💫
0 Comments