This retrograde placement in the chart may be one of the hardest to work through especially since Chiron itself is a placement of painful realizations and deep spiritual healing. It can feel like, the early part of your life was one big “dark night of the soul” kind of experience where you might have endured through heart-breaking, disappointing and hopeless situations, events that seem to rub salt on your inner wounds. It’s as if your inner wounds are out in the open, for those with bad intentions to hurt you even more.
The first thing that might come to mind when you see Retrograde Juno in your chart is that “you are doomed in relationships for eternity”, so allow me to relieve you from your concerns since this notion is just too much of an exaggeration. It can bring problems relating to committed relationships and possibly even delays in finding/marrying an ideal partner, but that’s about it.
There may be a split between your devotion to traditions and loyalty to yourself. You might have grown up thinking you need to dedicate your efforts & time towards your family, household, culture or even country and somewhere along the line you might have put your needs to the side. This can even manifest as being ashamed of your sensual & sexual nature.
This retrograde placement can cause immense lack of self-worth. Self-love and care become vital with this retrograde placement, since either you didn’t get enough care & nurturing during your childhood, be it emotionally/physically or you didn’t understand how to care for yourself or both. Since you feel a lack of stability and security deep within, you might expect others to treat you badly or neglect your well-being.
You are an avid thinker, but you might hesitate to take action on your thoughts/plans. You might have a hard time being by yourself, since your most profound internal dialogues are the loudest when you are alone. But you might eventually realize how your ability to introspect is your biggest gift. Being mindful of your actions, making well-thought-out decisions, strategic thinking, etc. are some of the skills that you may not be good at since a young age, but you understood their importance and might have even learnt them later on.
You might have self-confidence issues regarding your body image or sexuality. You might have felt inadequate in personal relationships, especially in romantic ones. You might have been dragged into conflicts over lovers, compared based on popularity or been unfairly judged through impossible beauty-standards, etc. You might have felt unappealing or undesirable in your adolescence (even if it wasn’t true). But, moving past such experiences, you might have found how truly beautiful, attractive and loved you are.
This retrograde placement can initially create confusions in your sexuality, or possibly even making you uncomfortable in expressing yourself sexually/romantically. You might have been objectified by others (or vice versa) which may have left you feeling disrespected or even exploited. You might not know what you truly desire in your partner, or what kind of relationship satisfies you both physically & emotionally.
A part of you might have felt disconnected from the other, particularly your intuitive & psychic side from that of your physical & practical side. You might have experienced challenges in relationships (usually due to external interferences/influences) that made you feel like you had to fight for what/who you love. Disappointments and separations in romantic relationships may have encouraged you to go inwards, in solitude, or even seek spiritual practices to better understand the reasons.
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