Natal Lilith Square Moon & Lilith Opposite Moon bestow astoundingly Strong Intuition along with serious Emotional Depth. Sharp Emotional Intelligence, wise beyond years and intensely Spiritual. During the early part of your life, this combination can make you unaware of your own true Emotional Nature. Our childhood shapes our Inner Emotional World but this aspect holds significant influence over these matters to the full extent of it all. In many ways, you are also hence likely to find clarity over ‘all that makes you who you are emotionally’ later on in your life, especially in your mid-teens and onwards. This then makes you painfully aware of your Inner world, its depth, its darkness, its light, its grace, its beauty, its ridges, everything.
In general, you likely have Unconventional relationships & Private life + Lifestyle as a whole. You can read people like a book, especially their Shadow side and their intentions. You have a very Intimate relationship with your own Shadow Self, sometimes at the risk of merging with it. Fears, deep dark fears. Intense Feelings & Emotions, Mood swings like tectonic plates shifting, you never know when they can cause an earthquake, and what kind of volcanic eruption or tsunami it can trigger. It’s almost as if you have hidden your Raw Power within your Shadow Self.
As our Moon represents our Mother + Family, Lilith’s aspect here can emphasize on your early & close personal relationships. You’re likely to have experienced extreme Co-dependence & impossibly High Expectations from Parents & Family. Unusual or Unconventional Parent, where at least one parent (or other family member) lived a self-indulgent lifestyle + emotionally manipulative. This may have included a parent with hovering & obsessive attitude during your childhood or the parent was distant & absent. This of course may have led to a painfully deeper understanding of Emotional + Psychological Manipulation and Abuse.
They may have at times gleefully enjoyed playing with your fears & deep insecurities, to perpetuate a cycle of unfulfilled emotional needs & creating a terrible feeling of being unsafe emotionally. This hence could have driven you to a state of being unable to feel safe in Close Personal Relationships, especially with parents &/or family regardless of how the dynamic played out. Now, this can also indicate to step-parent(s), foster or adoptive parents/family, even extending to friends or kins emphasizing on certain impactful childhood relationships. Thus creating a strong sense of apathy towards early Personal relationships. Eventually, either you get ostracized by them, or you choose to cut ties with them because you don’t feel genuine reasons to hold onto the relationship any longer.
Hence, abrupt endings in Personal Relationships are to be expected with this aspect, especially where there is Power Imbalance and Lack of Trust & Transparency. You will learn the harsh lesson of choosing yourself & your desires over family’s (loved ones’) expectations. You will learn this through the previous experiences, the true cost of sacrificing your needs, wants & desires to keep the balance & peace of someone else’s emotional state, to the point where you may become unapologetically driven by your own desires & needs and care not for anyone else’s expectations what so ever.
Thereby attaining Emotional Sovereignty through years of grit & tears, lessons from emotional wounds that left a scar on your heart. You will hence also painfully understand the importance, “the Power of Boundaries”. This can however lead to extreme Self-Reliance & Independence, later on creating problems in maintaining Close Relationships, if it’s not done through a healthy approach & intention. Dynamics & Life circumstances that swing to extremes may lead to eventual fatigue w.r.t. such relationships. This can also affect future relationships where emotional intimacy can cause distress & suspicion instead of physical & emotional contentment due to the lack of emotional safety that was developed during early childhood experiences.
Exploring your sexuality may come about either through temptations or inspirations, all of which may depend on your emotional state. Sexual control, either of yourself own or someone else’s (others’s) may be a bit of a tendency (which can either empower you & your relationships or cause deep troubles). Falling for people who you want to save, but for the most part they may be hopeless and dangerous. This tendency may have been a reflection of the relationship dynamic with your parent(s) somehow, or reflects how your parents’ dynamic was with each other. This can of course leave you vulnerable to all kinds of troubles, especially of being taken advantage of through your kindness, having to mother them, or even being used as a substitute to take out the resentment towards their own mother.
You might have Inner Conflicts with regards to being happily & safely in a relationship (of any kind) vs. being goal-oriented & free from commitments. You yearn for emotional depth in your relationships but you might have a hard time coming to terms with the responsibilities of such commitments, be it in family, friendships, marital, parent-children/pets, or romantic relationships. You may come to realize that you seem to carry huge Inner Wounds with regards to being a nurturer, whether you think you are not fully capable of such a responsibility or that this responsibility may threaten your Independence. It is likely true about all personal relationships where commitment to unconditional love & care is absolutely expected from you. You may be running from committing yourself to relationships that need you to take on a protective & supportive role, which could mean that you may have to give up on your freedom in someway. Or, you may feel more comfortable in relationships that burn bright and fade out just as quickly, settling for toxic & potentially threatening relationships. Such avoidant tendencies can further fuel the cycle of pain.
Allow yourself to lead by your magnetic personality that may be a little odd yet filled with intense emotions. Understand how you hurt yourself and/or others when you don’t feel fully secure or in control of a relationship. Face your darkest fears & insecurities that may be driving you towards extreme self-reliance & independence, potentially making you afraid of commitments, or when you repress your true desires & emotions that can lead to violent outbursts, resentment & apathy leading to destructive behaviors & self-sabotage. Expressing your raw emotions in a safe relationship (this also includes with yourself) will give you the confidence you need to master your intense feelings & fears alike.
Intense, Emotionally Engaging & Mature Relationships, where you feel true comfort & safety to be yourself are the absolute best for you, thanks to this equally unusual aspect. You can turn this emotional need to nurture someone towards a more fulfilling direction, perhaps to someone who may have been through injustice or betrayal, who may have suffered and healed, who needs unconditional love & support. The same is true w.r.t. to children, pets & other relationships where you need to be vulnerable & provide unconditional support. Even when you hesitate to take on such responsibilities, there will come a point in your journey where you may need to take on an emotional connection that will require you to step out of your own comfort zone & lifestyle. With discernment, you will be able to commit yourself to the right connection(s), if anything you are encouraged to do so, as it can in-turn heal your Inner Wounds all while your presence & care can heal the other.
This aspect combination can greatly indicate to strained relationships with Women (especially the mother, but in general most women that you may or not know as well). Societal expectations & their idea of morals may clash with your ability to see and tell the truth as it is. Since, you often witness how the rest of the world would rather ignore the actual immorality & injustice within its own systems & imperfect laws. Your observations & actions on so called controversial & taboo issues can potentially make you an Outcast from family &/or society. This is hence a prime ‘scapegoat aspect’. Moreover, you may have been victimized and turned into a scapegoat by someone or some people at least once in your life, where the burden of carrying the shame, lies, deceit or ignorance of these people was placed on you so that they can keep the illusion of peace in their dysfunctional system (family, society, organization, company, team, class, etc.).
Rising above such injustice, avenging your own self, along with overcoming the unfair labels that such people place on you, these are soul challenges that will trigger an awakening within you. Since understanding & completely analyzing the Darkness that you were put through will awaken the Primordial Divine Feminine within you. You literally ‘turn Pain into Power’, as you take back your Power, Dignity & Freedom, courageously standing back up & walking with your shoulders broad, head held high & proud. Your transformation hence will unlock the deep Potential within you to be both a Benevolent Nurturer & a Fierce Protector of everyone & everything that you love (starting with yourself through Graceful Self-love). This will indeed be an empowering inspiration to many who may be going through similar challenges & injustice in their own life. You might even feel guided to fight for causes that are often considered taboo around marginalized & vulnerable groups of individuals, especially women & children.
You are deeply connected to your Subconscious & Spiritual Side along with your Shadow. You likely have experienced Paranormal & such unusual things especially during your childhood. Although, these experiences may not have been Pleasant for the most part. Through the Subconscious, you are also able to develop a connection to your Dream World. So, this aspect’s influence can show up in your dreams, where your emotional state and everything you are experiencing in your daily life can impact your dreams. Vivid nightmares & lucid dreams, even brief episodes of Sleep Paralysis are greatly amplified by this aspect (along with other Placements & Aspects of course). Likewise, this aspect can also greatly enhance your Intuition, Psychic powers, ability to Astral travel, Spiritual sensitivity & gifts.
You are very much likely to also become the target of Darker Forms of Magic & Spells, where (very likely) someone from your family may have dabbled in such Dark Arts directing it towards you. Or, close family member(s) may at some point have been the victim of (someone else’s) Dark Magic. This can even be true with someone somewhere down in your family lineage may have created bad Karmic consequences & Ancestral curses that may be affecting you now in this lifetime. Or, you may have carried bad karma, dark attachments & curses from your own past life that you may need to deal with now.
In one way or another, you are likely to be susceptible to Spiritual Attacks, Evil Eye, Dark Spells, Psychic Sensitivity, etc. that you may not even be aware of until you’ve been through quite a lot. However, these experiences awaken you to your own Inner Power to protect yourself & your loved one’s Spiritually. You are just as Powerful and hold significant influence over these matters in the Spiritual Realm. Karmic Consequences to those who dabble in such unpleasant & taboo arts is highlighted by the influence of this aspect, along with Divine & Karmic Protection over you against such attacks. You are protected & covered in many ways, even when you go through incredibly hard times you are likely protected from much larger forces than what you experience.
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