Lilith Square Neptune & Lilith Opposite Neptune can create a deep sense of disconnect from both one’s Sexuality, Deeper Desires, Raw Passion & Spiritual Tranquility, Inner Peace, Compassion. This aspect often tends to make one either naively optimistic or blindly unhopeful. Lilith & Neptune’s combination can indicate to severe pain and traumatic experiences that can alter your whole perspective on life. This can result in self-abandonment, early childhood experiences may have triggered serious Fears & Insecurities within yourself, traumatic events may have led to unhealthy coping mechanisms, etc. Hence, this can be one of the most challenging aspects in your Natal chart, with of course a silver lining.
A defeatist mindset, low self-esteem & self-sabotaging tendencies can further undermine your own Resilience, Inner Power & Healing abilities. A lack of familiarity within your own Inner Divine Femininity can also amplify your low Self-Worth. Your deep fears & subconscious wounds can sometimes make you doubt your own instincts, yet you will learn just how incredibly strong your intuition is. When your Shadow-side is not in your conscious control, your deep hidden desires can often lead you astray from your True Calling. This was likely often the case during your early years (especially early adulthood), where you felt tempted to give into your Shadow Self, to your deep desire and carefree risky thrill seeking side. (Although this tendency may be regulated if you also have balancing aspects to Saturn, Sun or Moon.)
However, your Shadow self might be something you may have not fully understood, yet fantasized about exploring. Since your Shadow self holds your darkest fears, desires, illusions & disparity, when triggered during crucial harsh moments in life, you may have been overwhelmed to see what’s inside your Shadow side. This may have further wounded you to realize that fantasy perhaps of a Dark Feminine Powerful self may also have deep insecurities, fears & darker emotional wounds.
Being strong-willed & self-assured, independent & in-control of your life may feel daunting especially when you have been through an incredibly challenging life. But, that also will bring the bitter-sweet realization that you must be vigilant in order to keep safe your Inner Child, ever-graceful Innocence, loved ones, Dreams, boundless Love & Empathy. In many ways, the fact remains that you will have to be strong & discerning enough to face the realities of the world, otherwise their illusions will eat & destroy you alive.
This can be a problem when there may be a tendency where ‘you only see, hear & believe what you want to’. Since, you are a dreamer, chasing the ever illusive ideal life & world. This is certainly not a bad thing, but being unrealistic & not accepting things for what they are can land you in serious trouble. Desperation to make something work when it isn’t the right thing for you, can be more detrimental to you than in acknowledging reality and making the difficult yet mature decisions. You can create your own worst nightmare, or create your most cherished dreams as your reality.
When this aspect strikes the lightening bolt of truth, the shattered illusions and the devastating reality will shock you, triggering Deep Soul & Spiritual Awakening. It is however also advised not to get lost in the revelation and shut your eyes in fear of shattering your own built-up fantasies & false hopes, since running from the truth is akin to becoming a blind-complacent-prisoner to those illusions, which will only lead to more hardships and rude wake-up calls with this aspect.
“You need to be cruel to be kind”. Your open-hearted angelic compassion will otherwise be trampled upon and terribly misused. Falling for people who you want to save, but for the most part they may be hopeless and dangerous. It is important to believe people when they show who they truly are, since your idealistic view/version of them & the connection will not change the reality of it, which might only devolve into a delusional trap.
You not only need to awaken to the harsh realities of life, you will frequently encounter people who are blinded by their own delusions. Those who have a twisted Sense of Self, fragile Ego, yet with disturbingly zero self-awareness. They may be extremely pretentious and trying way too hard to get validation. On the other hand, you may even encounter simple people who think they are kind & gracious, but are doing all the wrong things with warped intentions.
Being Innocent & Pure of Heart makes you a target who is always attacked. Your Kindness is often taken as weakness & naïveté. If you are not careful, you may be coerced into letting your boundaries down so malignant people can wreak havoc in your life. You may be forced to self-sacrifice in order to fulfill their own wishes. This is hence the aspect that indicates to being a victim of “Energy Vampiring”. Programming you to over-give, over-share, over-look, etc. even encouraging dysfunctional behaviors within yourself, accepting dysfunctional behaviors in others, vices and addictions to keep you co-dependent & controlled within their grasp, Stockholm syndrome, Cognitive dissonance, etc. are just some of the darker themes that you may experience at least once in your life. This aspect hence screams that you’re inadvertently a prime target for narcissists & other dark-triad personalities.
Either life puts you through a brief period of psychosis via mind-bending & faith-testing experiences, or those who are living a false & twisted reality will gladly put you through hell. In one way or another, this brief yet often an intense period in your life can force you to undergo immense Spiritual Transformation. The kind of Spiritual Awakening that will entirely change your perspective on nearly everything. Hence, some of your greatest Personal Accomplishments are often on the edge of a metaphorical cliff where you will find the ultimate Hope after having to loose all Faith. Through this healing process, along with a purified Sense of Self, your Emotional Intelligence will become incredibly stronger, hence increasing your discernment.
Only through such harsh reality-checks will you be able to truly tap into your Raw Inner Power & Potential. Lose, failures, misfortune, hardships, confusing circumstances, illusionary challenges, etc. are some of the many bizarre and dangerous situations that you are likely to encounter. The best advise is still to practice discernment, stay extra caution and not to get involved as much as possible. The more you thread carefully around murky situations, the more you will stay safe from falling into the Muddy Waters of bad Karma.
Lilith’s involvement here may actually be a blessing in disguise, since you will be able to subconsciously awaken to your hidden Courage & Resilience when you need it the most. You are able to rescue yourself, especially your Inner Child as your own Badass Warrior. Here you are encouraged to find a balance between your Kind, Idealistic & Emphatic side with your Bold, Powerful & No-Nonsense side. Hence, more than just brevity & toughness, your Inner Divine Feminine energy will Empower & heal you. If you ever find yourself in a dilemma whether to abandon your Inner Divine Feminine, Ambitious & Independent self to become completely compassionate, altruistic & complacent, this aspect will likely urge you to instead find a fair balance between the two (and of course the other way around is equally true).
You are extremely susceptible to Spiritual attacks, the same is extra true for Psychological Manipulation. You will need to learn and affirm super strong Boundaries, not just consciously but also subconsciously as you are vulnerable to Psychic, Psychological & Emotional manipulation (even abuse). You may very well be Labeled as unkind and selfish for having healthy boundaries. But, it is still well-worth it to protect yourself instead of letting others take advantage of your kindness, vulnerabilities & gifts alike. You are a natural born healer, believing in your own transformational gifts will help you immensely. You may have encountered supernatural experiences during your childhood, some of which you may not even remember. It is very likely that hard times early on in life may have awakened some Latent Psychic & Spiritual abilities.
It is highly advised not to fall into the trap of pretentious victimhood, as skilled manipulators often will try to form bonds & build trust with you using your unsuspecting compassion & empathy. Learn to say “NO”, especially since your Intuition & Gut instincts will always ring the alarm. No matter what kind of experiences, childhood, upbringing or trauma you have been through, your empathy & compassion are Superpowers to share, nobody has the right to demand or coerce you.
Self-Sacrifice & Unconditional Empathy especially when you are barely aware of the kind of situation you are getting into will unfortunately only lead to Self-Destruction. With this aspect, it is always advised against “playing with fire” so to speak. Best not to willingly walk into the arms of trouble, since this aspect combination can indicate that you are always susceptible to falling into Karmic traps & Mazes that may very well be close to impossible to get out of.
You can be unconditionally loving & Hopeful for a Peaceful World, especially since that is all you truly want and will give/do anything to make it happen. But, you can’t self-destruct & sacrifice to achieve that. This world’s problems are not one person’s responsibility to carry or correct, ever.
You can never destroy yourself to build someone else’s dreams either, especially those that have no peace or compassion within to fill a void that can never be filled.
Your Creativity and Spirituality are closely tied to your Independence & Sexuality. No matter how unconventional your Beliefs, Dreams, Ambitions & Passions are, you will go through periods of being rejected, detested, ostracized or at the very least severely unpunished & criticized in some way, before being admired & celebrated (especially once you achieve great things). Distractions will always be numerous; so “how you manage them, what healthy coping mechanisms & habits you will wisen up to cultivate” will determine what lessons you have truly learnt from this aspect.
Other’s good intentions can often cause you immense pain & lose. As their actions although according to them are motivated by good-will, only turns disastrous for you if they are doing it out of desperation or other subconsciously hidden motives. Their Shadow side can hence prompt them to intentionally or unintentionally harm you in the guise of helping you. The same can be true when you take actions out of subconscious fears, desperation or ulterior expectations. Even your kindness & good intentions can backfire on you and potentially cause trouble for others.
You often feel the deep need to be needed by others, to share joy & compassion, to build a peaceful household/society/world, etc. But, you may not always find yourself among the right people who have the same ‘truly-innocent-soul’ or honest intentions as you. In extreme cases, you might actually get trapped in situations where you are being controlled and your goddesses misused. A level of detachment & independent-unbothered-spirit can actually save you from such otherwise unknown dangers.
As Neptune represents deep Spiritual Relationships, under this aspect’s influence you are likely to encounter Intense bonds that may range from: manipulative - toxic - abusive to uplifting + fulfilling + divine. Here karmically, what you learn from these relationships become more important than what you experience in those relationships. You might not be able to fully manifest your ideals & fantasies of a Divine Connection, but being a little realistic with your expectations will get you closer to achieving most of your dreams & desires (both in relationships and in life).
If past relationships disappointed you and left deep scars, with this wonderful healing aspect you are encouraged to never loose your faith in True & Divine Love. The same is true about life as a whole. So, learn and adapt in life, all while keeping your vision for the future, dreams & aspirations alive. Your unrelenting faith, hope, boundless empathy, altruism, creativity & good-will for the whole entire world are something to be cherished & nurtured, which the world will inevitably come to appreciate.
With this combination of Lilith & Neptune, stay vigilant with matters of religion & spirituality. You may have unconventional spiritual &/or religious beliefs that may raise some eyebrows especially of those that seem to be ultra self-righteous, conservative & orthodox in their beliefs. You may often like to venture out and explore new Spiritual teachings, especially those that may be foreign to where you were born & brought up. Seek knowledge & spiritual wisdom all while maintaining your own independent beliefs & strong value systems, as this aspect can often make you vulnerable to scams & cults that though seemingly convincing can be detrimental & dangerous. This again can also point to people (especially in positions of power & authority) who may try too hard to push their agendas, warped morals & beliefs onto you (so, this can very well included Political ideologies, Social Movements & Altruism).
There is often a vital need to break free from illusions both outside of you and within you, in every possible way. Going through unimaginable pain and reality checks in life will in turn help you heal & transform yourself to align more towards your True Dreams & Inner Calling. Boldly seek freedom in/through your Creative self-expression along with your Spiritually-grounded beliefs. You will need to be aware of your vices no matter how “not so harmful” or serious they may be, since escapism through hyper sexuality or addictions can only further indicate that you may be subconsciously overcompensating a great lose, disappointment, resentment, repressed emotions or other wounds. Neptune represents our nervous system after all, hence any unhealthy coping mechanism or extreme lifestyle can severely alter your subconscious & so also your conscious mind.
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