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Natal Chiron in Aquarius (11th House)

You might feel alone in crowds but feel like you belong to the group as well, these feelings can be contradicting. You might even have a strong desire to belong to a group or community. Although, you might sometimes feel lost when you are with like-minded people. You don’t embrace your individuality until someone recognizes you for who you are. You might even rely on your friends for support but feel guilty or shy to ask at first. You cherish your friends and acquaintances. You might have big aspirations that you find it hard to feel deserving. 

You might even hold back from voicing your opinions. You can feel unappreciated for your contribution to a group or cause. You might even feel that you don’t deserve to be in a group or community at first. You have many talents that you might hide from others before fully accepting them. You like to explore the world, go on adventures and gain new perspective. You might even feel the need to help others through charity and activism. 

Your pain can be seen by others, especially those who look up to you. You might feel a strange comfort in learning more about certain topics/subjects, especially those related to technology and science. You might even feel empowered by being a leader since others naturally acknowledge you as one. You work well in groups since you know how fulfilling the process and results can be when like-minded people come together and work towards a common goal. Your journey to recovery can be inspiring, your unrelenting spirit can empower others to believe in themselves. 

Your words and opinions can make a huge difference in the world, since authenticity brings you great power to relate and interact with others easily. You might even find success in inventions, explorations or discoveries that can further help humanity in some way. Your rebelliousness can make you an outcast if you are not being true to yourself or if you are doing things just to gain validation from others. Your spontaneous and quirky personality can liven up the mood and bring a positive shift in others. 

You can even form organizations, groups, communities and services that help others in need, fight for social causes and environmental issues or find innovative solutions to problems. Your friends will play an important role in your personal healing. Working towards your aspirations and dreams will help you find self-acceptance and embrace your individuality. You might feel pushed towards certain paths that initially feel overwhelming but as you progress you might realize that you are being guided towards a much better future. 

Your individuality is the key to your healing, when you’re not embracing it, you might feel alienated and even sabotage your friendships, connections and responsibilities. You will need to be careful not to involve in risk taking behaviors when you feel lost or unmotivated in life. Your anxiety can also make you chaotic and unpredictable, which may cause harm to your health and reputation easily. Your mental health must be your priority, so being conscious of your thoughts, words and actions all while being free yet reliant will help you to remain grounded. 

You are a capable leader, but you are also a great listener and a compassionate confidant. Others might feel drawn towards you, your uniqueness and positivity can be quite inspiring. You can bring much needed changes in the world by helping people change their perspectives and their mindset. You can even restructure your mindset and reprogram your thought patterns to bring more positivity into your life. You might have many untapped gifts and talents with this placement that can be unlocked through your healing journey.